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25% of me!

I was tagged on someone's blog for the very first time in my life....feels so special, I can't express...just seeing your name and your creation etched there in the normal black ink...people who read this wouldn't even look twice...'oh, whatever, she's a blogger...she writes...big deal!' is what they'll say...but to me? It means so so much...getting appreciation for your creativity...feels ecstatic...I remember when I had got my very first blog follower...out of nowhere...I hadn't even followed any other blog at that time, I guess...he just came outta nowhere and read my stuff and liked it... blissful I felt...n now, this.

Thankyou, Molly...

Okk...moving on to the 25 things I do....hmmm....

This is a chain-game....I've been passed it to me by Molly...I just gotta write some random 25 things about me...and then tag 10 ppl....those whom I tag have to then write 25things about them and so on...

So here goes,

1. I'm Jitika Jain. Unwillingly studying BBI, of which I don't understand a single word, albeit. My interest was BMM...but owing to the super bad percentage I got in 12th standard( thanks to books, facebook, movies and  friends) I had to resort to this. The reason being that I refused to get a BMM degree from a "chindi" college, as I put it back then...my very bad decision in the list of many.

2. I'm a sucker for romantic novels and movies and I cry in almost every scene/chapter. But when it comes to real life, I totally laugh and run away from unruly outbursts of human emotions. I suck at consoling people and emotional people make me nervous.

3. I'm Miss. Philosophy, as tagged by my very recent friend. I can turn even the most funniest of blabber into a lecture of philosophy...I have to find something deep in everything....EVERYTHING.

4. I hate and I'm totally scared of maths. My cousin teaches me maths one night before the exams and I just scrape passing marks in them. ALWAYS.

5. Right now, I'm in love with "vesper's goodbye" by Nick Jonas....in love with the lyrics.

6. I don't know how to ride a bicycle.

7. I'm a total sucker for Harry Potter books. I've read them 8 times. But I hate the movies.

8. I'm a spendaholic.

9. I love reading...not the high-fundoo heavily philosophical stuff...I had once tried reading a book about a girl suffering from 16 different split personalities, don't remember the name, and I got so caught up in the book, it actually gave me nightmares and I was totally NOT ME for the next week....my friends had to confiscate that book only after I had read half of it...they were totally scared for me!

10. When my dad tells me not to do something, I go right ahead and do it. sometimes he brings out the rebelious nature in me.

11. I love clicking snaps of myself. People call me self obsessed, but they fail to notice that I only look good in pics...so why not relish in the Kodak moments instead of being all miserable about how I actually look?

12. I am a great, great believer of fate. And as clich├ęd as it may seem, but I believe that everything happens for a reason and that God might have a bigger plan for us and our life.

13. I hate cigarettes. the smoke coming out of them give me severe a headache and personally, I don't think that anyone could find a more brutal way of suicide than by fagging.

14. I get mood swings on an hourly basis. One minute I'm happy and gay enjoying with friends and the next moment, I'm yelling my head off for people to leave me alone and let me sulk and whine.

15. I think Justin Beiber is gay. Any guy who wears straight fit denims actually. Please leave those kinda jeans for girls, dude! We don't wanna see you accentuate your balls. I know you've got them. Please keep it with yourself.

16. I hate gooey, love talks. Get straight to the point fellas. I love you...me too...sweet and simple. why do you have to say big essays about all this. It just plain sucks! And also makes me laugh.

17. My favorite color is black (mysterious and dark) and white(calm, serene and peaceful).

18. The only thing I'm dedicated to is "writing". A big full-stop after this.

19. I still miss R. As much as I go around like I don't care, I still haven't removed his pic from my contact image and have stored all his messages (even the super boring ones) and still stare at his contact no. I thought it will pass away...this depressing feeling. But it just gets stronger and leaves me even more miserable than ever before. The good thing? I've learnt to hide my feelings from most of the people.

20. I want to move to the US. I know that won't happen, EVER. But still, one can always dream, right?

21. I hate rains. I want to start loving them. I also want to start loving children and all other things I hate. I want to get rid of misanthropy. I want to be a normal teenager.

22. I'm a full-time Facebook stalker and I have become even more efficient in this skill in the past few weeks.

23. I can't live without music. No one can, right?

24. I go around adding Paulo Coelho in my list of favorite authors; the truth is I don't understand him one bit. his only books I've ever understood are Veronica decides to die, Eleven minutes and The devil and Miss Prym, though I've read most of his books. I've secretly read The Princess Diaries series last month.

25. I want to earn loads and loads of money and get a house of my own where I'd live ALONE. Yes, I'm being totally specific here. And someday, I want to adopt a child. My only child.

So that's 25% of me laid down in front of you to either love, hate, analyse, criticise, judge, laugh at or whatever else you feel like. I've shared my truest side with you and I've never felt more light.

Ok, the people I tag are :
Life was still good without you guys. You only made it better :)

Comments

I love Harry potter too although I am way too old to read them:-) whats BBI and BMM?? abt USA and a house, if u dont dream, then u wont have aspirations....life is very unpredictable, who knows what will happen:-)
Dhanya said…
Thanks so much for tagging me dear! I loved the way you have done this tag. I will try to take this up soon ! :)
Anish Patel said…
Hearty Congratulations for being tagged.....
and Thanks for tagging also.
By the way, I too have blog although not good one like you. Just mentioning because I am the only one is list without blog address.
and do I need to write 25 things about me? oops... Its tough.... I don't know that commenting would cost me this much... :) ....
Molly said…
Ahh, I enjoyed reading this! :) You and I seem so much alike!!! haha (: I too love romantic novels, black and white, taking pictures, and I HATE CIGARETTES! Love it though! And you are a good writer, keep up the good work!
Nikhil Bhaskar said…
WOWey post....commenting on each % can be lame but I wanna write about few.

@2 - ahhh....I totally agree, emotions in real life suck
@14 - another SPLIT personality ka shikaar ;)
@16 - exceptional bcos most like it that way
@25 - so somehow some % of you will always be void
...Jitsy... said…
@bollywood stylediaries: BBI means bachelors in banking and insurance....it totally sucks!
and BMM means bachelors in mass media....

and one can never be too old for harry potter...its one book i reccomend to each and every person...ranging from the age group of people who can read upto those who can no loger read...

and USA....i know its stupid...but i jus dream...

:)
...Jitsy... said…
@Dhanya: ur blog has got this certain charm abt itself...i cant explain it...

thnx 4 d compliment....

:)
...Jitsy... said…
Anish: thnx yaar...
i know uv got a blog...jus saw it in d end...isliye iv put a link to ur blog on ur name...4got to add d nme
ill read it soon....

n no...its not cumpolsory to write stuff about you...its ur wish....:)
...Jitsy... said…
@Molly: thankyou thankyou thankyou...:)
...Jitsy... said…
@Nikhil Bhaskar: welcome to my blog....
thanx for the comment.....
hope u liked it....
dint understnd the comment for 25% walla......if u could elaborate?????

:)
...Jitsy... said…
@Molly: are you on fb? send me a request if u r....
would like to know u sum more...
my full name is Jitika Jain
Nikhil Bhaskar said…
25 says you want to be single all your life except for the adopted child. While I appreciate the latter part, the former isn't wise.....raising family is vital and enriching in one's lifetime.
...Jitsy... said…
i know....n i want to get married...
but on my own terms....
i dont wanna get married at 22..hav a child at 25 n end my life right then!
and right now i dont feel the need for a guy...
maybe in another 5 yrs my perspective will chnge....
but adoption...wish dat happens...:)
Pesto Sauce said…
Why can't you move to US? Harbor ambitions, someday they will come true
...Jitsy... said…
@Pesto Sauce: i know....but there are a hell lotta reasons why i can't ....but i'l try not to giv up..:)
Dip said…
a lot of similarities ..cant ride bicycles, cant understand coelho, facebookstalking hahah, mood swings, ciggie hater, math hater, love taking pictures of self, have many regrets..

too :)
...Jitsy... said…
@Dip: whoa! so much....
are u sure we're not sum twin siblings seperated in a "khumb ka mela" ?.....lol....
thnx for d comment...:)
hmmm.... this 25% tells everything...the smart ones won't ask for rest 75%...well written :)
...Jitsy... said…
hehehe...born individualist, yeah, dis 25% pretty much says everything abt me...d rest..don't ask!
thnx!
Anish Patel said…
here it is, more than 25 thing about me.....
http://anipateldreams.blogspot.com/2010/07/wish-list.html

sorry for coming late....
Urvashi said…
Hieee....been on ur blog for the first time..its lovely.. n through this tag got to know so many things abt u...

n hey u doing BBI..?? I just completed that.... :P

Cheers..

keep blogging.. :)
...Jitsy... said…
completyed bbi? so wat u doin now?
n thnx for the compliment...
welcum to my blog...
:)
Urvashi said…
Hiee... I am working in bank now as a trainee.. :) I am loving it bcos there I m getting to learn many things about practical banking..its a nice exp... further, I would like to take up some masters course in related field..dont knw wat exactly... !! R u in first year..?? hope u njoy the course..I hv heard it is being updsted too.. :) TC
Just Like Crap said…
Hey Jitsy,

Thanks for tagging me in your list. You are a great writer i must say :)
cheers
Justlikecrap
...Jitsy... said…
thanx so much,justlikecrap....:)

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